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Confronting the social miasm makes you nervous, because that’s trying to fit into two totally opposing realities. Goddess energy is in charge of breaking the standards by which women have submitted themselves, it’s the quickening by Spirit
Erika: And that’s what makes me nervous.
Tom: Okay. Well, no that’s not what makes you nervous. See, it’s the social miasm that is being confronted, that makes you nervous. If the social miasm weren’t there. In other words, if you weren’t trying to fit into two different totally opposing realities, then you wouldn’t be nervous.
Erika: Right. So the social reality is that I need to be submissive because I’m a woman?
Tom: Yes.
Erika: That’s the miasm?
Tom: Yes.
Erika: And I can’t allow that energy to …
Tom: So the Goddess Energy is in total contradiction with what women have accepted as their place in society.
Erika: Yes.
Tom: The Goddess Energy says I get to act according to the way I feel, no matter what anybody says. That’s not what society says. <laughter>
Erika: Right.
Tom: So that’s what’s making you nervous. Because you’re getting this awareness inside of you, this drive that’s coming with your ovary energy, and this right ovary energy is that potential for your expression of male assertive, aggressive ability to create, and that is sexual.
Erika: That’s the Goddess?
Tom: It’s stimulated by the Goddess. The Goddess is much more than that. But the Goddess certainly is in charge of breaking the standards by which women have submitted themselves, to men for millenia. And that’s what’s going on.
Erika: So he’s helping me bring out my Goddess.
Tom: Well, I think there’s a whole lot of things that are helping you bring out your Goddess Energy. More than what you’re doing with me, there’s other facilitators. You’ve been doing a lot of work.
Erika: There’s a lot going on.
Tom: Yes. You’re pursuing it. You’re being what I call, you have been quickened by Spirit. And what you’re finding is that you’re coming head-to-head with the social miasm that says ‘That’s not appropriate.’ And it’s time to say ‘I get to be whatever I want to do.’
Erika: Okay.
Tom: Because that’s who I am.
Erika: Cool. Exciting. Now I feel better knowing it’s just a miasm I was nervous about, and not so much him. Because he doesn’t make me uncomfortable. I feel very comfortable.
Properly identifying discomfort as coming from the effort to fit into two groups, one responding to that Goddess energy, one group trying to control you more
Tom: Right. Make sure the discomfort is coming from knowing exactly what’s going on with the two of you, and still trying to fit into some kind of peer group that tells you how it is you should be behaving, how you should be behaving. And if you do that, it will make you very nervous. <laughter>
Erika: I won’t get into that group any more. Well, I can’t, even if I tried.
Tom: No you couldn’t. You couldn’t possibly fit into it. They won’t let you. Because even if you were to try to suppress yourself down, it wouldn’t be enough. It would never be enough.
Erika: Okay.
Tom: Because the reason that this suppression is there is because they really want to control you. And if you are giving yourself up to being controlled to a certain level, then they will only want to control you more. <laughter>
Erika: agreeing: Mm-hm. It makes sense. Interesting. Yes.
Tom: So how does your side feel?
Erika: It feels better. I don’t feel I have to reach for it.
Tom: Good.
Erika: But I seem to reach for things that –
The body communicates to you – how the body is the physical metaphor for the spiritual implication of what one is doing energetically
Tom: Right. Yes, your body is drawing attention to the area which is being energetically suppressed. So that’s why your body drew attention to the right ovary, is because it was exactly the physical metaphor for the spiritual implication of what it was that you’re doing energetically.
Erika: Makes sense.
Tom: That’s the way your body communicates to you. If you were having problems with loss of identity, you’d be having knee problems.
Erika: Right. And like what Louise Hay was talking about.
Tom: If you’re having problems with loss of identity, in relationship to others, you’d be having elbow problems.
Erika: Okay.
Tom: So, your body is mapped out so that if you know how to read the mapping, your body tells you exactly what’s going on with you, and in what area you need to look in order to heal yourself, if you understand what your body is about. And if you understand the physical mapping onto the spiritual principles, then it’s just the physical roadmap to tell you what you’re doing spiritually.
Erika: Okay.
Tom: That’s how we got there.
Erika: That’s what I’m learning – it’s like maintaining my body instead of being like, ‘Oh, there’s something wrong.’ Because I’m always aware of something in my body instead of just enjoying being in a physical body.
Tom: Right. And it’s an integration of your Soul and your Higher Self, which are two different spiritual elements. Soul and Higher Self are two different things. But it’s an integration of your Higher Self with your Soul in your physical being that allows you to be the full potential of the human experience.
Tom: The Higher Self is that aspect of your energy body, which communicates directly with God, because it’s exactly like God. It’s made of the same substance. There’s no translation necessary. The language that your Higher Self speaks is the same exact language that God speaks. So, to put it in the realm of a computer, it’s binary. No translation necessary. Your Soul however, speaks binary. It speaks DOS, and it also speaks Operating Language.
Tom: And so when your Higher Self is trying to communicate with your physical conscious awareness, it needs to go through Soul, so it’s speaking binary, the Soul translates the message into DOS, which it can actually speak with any of the other Souls directly, DOS to DOS. And then it can also translate DOS into Operating System language which is like Windows 7, or whatever Mac is, so your conscious mind perceives what it is that’s going on, and so when two people talk, person-to-person, we talk Operating System. When Souls talk to each other, they’re talking DOS. When Higher Selves talk to each other, they’re talking binary. So that’s how that all works out.
Tom: So you were getting quickened by God in your Higher Self, and your Higher Self was transmitting that information to Soul, your Soul was transmitting that information to your conscious awareness, and your body’s going like, ‘Hey, you know what, you’re paying too much attention to this miasm –
Erika: Yes. Forget it!
Tom: Because, ‘I’m being stimulated down here, and you’re resisting the stimulation.’
Erika: Right! Yes.
Tom: So that’s what I mean by the process of being quickened. Okay. So you get quickened, you get quickened, not only in your energetic beings and your energy bodies, you get quickened in your physical body as the stimulation of what’s going on energetically.
Erika: And that’s the healing.
Tom: Well, your physical body will respond to it, but then your back brain, your ego, will go like, ‘Uh uh! Not going there! That’s too scary, because how will I fit into the societal miasm now, if I do that?’
A dream of the chakra flute player
Erika: Oh! I had a dream last night. I’ll be in my room and like I said I’ll see doors; sometimes it’s windows. So I’ll be in my apartment, in my dream, and I’ll wake up and I’ll go to my window, and I’ll see something showing to me at my window. And I have a huge window. So I think in my dream I’m awake, and then I wake up in the morning and I go like, ‘Oh, I was not awake. I was dreaming.’ But I –
Tom: I think your Soul’s awake.
Erika: Yes. It’s like that awake. So, I went to my window, and I saw a really beautiful, beautiful mountain. And like the right side of it has a keyed-in orange, like the sun was hitting it setting, and the other side was white. And there were rainbows, but like perfect circular rainbows, kind of like when I was a kid and I’d go to the doctor’s and I’d have those really perfect little rainbow stickers. It was like that. And it started showing up all over. And I’m like ‘I want to catch this. I’ve got to get my camera.’ So I’m like, getting this camera, but the camera’s got some really weird memory on it, and I’m like, ‘OMG, what is that?’ I’m trying to delete it, and I can’t capture it. So I’m like, ‘Okay, whatever. I’m just not going to bother.’ And then he pulls – at first I’m scared to look, but then ‘I’m just going to keep looking.’ And I look, and I see this boy playing a flute. And when he was playing, more rainbows started showing up. You know, like that’s really interesting. It was beautiful! I’ve never seen rainbows like that before. And I’ve never seen that scenery before. It was like colors that are probably not even physically available to our eyes. And he was playing. And then I woke up at five in the morning and I drew it. I brought it. It’s not exact. And I’m going to probably color it, but this is I what I just kind of did at five in the morning. He was like, playing this flute. And you know I could see it, but it’s like perfect, circular rainbows … it’s like this really interesting … I don’t know – it wasn’t exact, it wasn’t like this, because I could see my apartment buildings –
Tom: I’m pretty sure you going to color that, aren’t you?
Erika: Oh, yes. I’m going to transfer it to other paper, but – and then I thought, I woke up in the morning and I thought, ‘He’s a chakra player or something, and he was activating chakras, and made the rainbow colors where the activations of the chakras was.’ And I was like ‘So you’re playing a flute and I remember when we talked about, when you said about the flute, and the chakra is like a flute. And now it makes sense! So he was out there playing, and more rainbows showed up and I was like, ‘Wow, what is he doing to make all these rainbows happen?’
Tom: Playing his flute.
Erika: Playing his flute. And it was like –
Tom: And guess what? When you play your flute, your chakra flute, then your rainbows show up.
Erika: Yes! Like that makes perfect sense. Now I want to make it like awesome – that was like 5 in the morning, I was still half asleep trying it out, I don’t know what, I guess I’ll draw it.
The chakra system is literally laid out like a flute
Tom: So yes, we need to go a little bit into this chakra thing. I know this is a repeat, but recap of what we talked about the other day, but your chakra system is literally laid out like a flute, so one of the chakras, Crown Chakra, Third Eye, great Dream Chakra, Throat Chakra, Thymus, Heart, Diaphragm, Solar Plexus, Naval, Gonadal, and Root Chakra are all equidistant. And, because the resonant harmonics of the vibrational energy within the chakra chamber has to abide by the same physics that everything else does. So all these chakras have to be equidistant.
The vision – “When you play your flute, you get a rainbow. The sound of the Holy Spirit”
Tom: Basically what your vision is about, is that if you play your flute, you get a rainbow.
Erika: Yes! They’re really cool. That was awesome. I’d never seen them like that, because it was just perfect circular, kind of like a crown chakra, when it’s like circular like that. It was –
Tom: You can actually have a complete circular rainbow under certain circumstances, where the
Erika: Sometimes it’s like this huge….
Tom: Where if you’re looking at the sun, and the rainbow will actually appear totally around the sun. But it has to be under ideal circumstances. Hardly ever happens.
Erika: I wonder when this happened. It was really cool. The music was different. It was very high, like the frequency of …. high frequency.
Tom: Frequency. High pitch?
Erika: Yes. It was so nice. It was like nothing that my ears would hear, simple noise – I was listening with not just my ears, it was something else that I was listening with.
Tom: It’s the sound of the Holy Spirit, the wave of vibration of all of the Soul particles drifting out and then reconciling back, coming back on the returning wave, that’s the sound of it.
Erika: Is that what it was?
Tom: Yes. You don’t hear it with your ears.
Erika: You don’t. You can’t.
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Tom: Hello, welcome to Conversations with a Friend, by Tom Hudson with guest Erika Sanchez, through Birth Rite Technology. This edition, ‘The Interplay between Our Body as Home to Our Soul, a Particle of the Divine, Challenging Societal Miasms:
Tension in the right ovary – exploring what’s going on. Ovaries have to do with the seeds of one’s creative potential (in this case the male assertive seeds of creative potential), the potential of the capacity to accept soul
Tom: How can I be sexual in this world? The physical body is dirty, da-da-da, and all that crap
Erika: That’s what I’m trying to get over, and especially being a woman and dressing up like the way I do. It’s all a part of it!
Tom: That’s all part of it, so that’s what we’re talking about.
Tom: Okay, so apparently what’s going on is your right ovary is suffering some – tension. Let’s just put it that way. You have a lot of tension.
Erika: Yes, because it’s not really the valve anymore (referring to the ilio-secal valve). It’s like down here.
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Erika: It’s right there. Right down here.
Tom: And then, that’s why I was going – what’s going on with that?
Erika: I wake up in the middle of the night and there’s pain right there. It’s like, Oh my God.
Tom: Okay, well that’s your right ovary. And ovaries have to do with the seeds of one’s creative potential. So as a seed, it holds the potential of whatever it is, to become, within it. As a human seed of course, it holds the potential of a human being within it; but not just the human body, okay? It’s the potential of the capacity to accept soul in a way that no other animal has the capacity to accept soul.
Tom: Protoplasmcally we’re the same, minus the variation in body structure and that kind of stuff, but … the reptilian brain complex is all the way from the lowest vertebrate animal (the smallest mouse, the smallest ‘whatever,’ that has a vertebra and a spinal cord, and a central nervous system), all the way up to man, to whales, to dolphins. Everything in between is pretty much identical. And the biochemistry that is associated with our physical beings is pretty much identical. Yes, there are certain things that are not the same, but mostly it’s the biochemistry and metabolism that is not the same, because we all eat different things. So it’s biochemistry of digestion. But once the products are actually broken down into the system, that’s remarkably identical.
Tom: The biochemistry of how the cell structure works in general is really, really similar. The massive structural differences in – that’s function, that’s function of the organism, not function of the cell. The cells are very, very similar.
Tom: We have the capacity within each ovum, within each egg of a human being, to be the house of a soul particle, which has the ability to directly commune with God, because we have the ability to perceive ourself, ability to perceive God, because we have the ability to contemplate meaning of events out of the sequence of time, out of linear sequence. 4:18.2
Tom: Animals don’t have the ability to contemplate out of linear sequence. Whatever is going on in the moment, that’s what they’re reacting to. They can’t go back and go like, ‘Hm, let me see. This is what happened last week. What did that mean?’ They don’t have the ability to do that. They have the memory files, but they don’t have the processing unit in the front, the frontal lobe, that has the capacity to access the memory files and correlate them into a different package, except for what happened at that moment. So it’s all reactionary, it’s all survival, and some of it is not all survival. They can feel pleasure, you pet a cat based on the pleasure, they purr. But it’s in the moment. They don’t know what it means. They don’t ascribe any meaning to it. It’s like ‘Oh yeah, it’s good!’
Erika: Exactly!
Tom: But they don’t make principle-based decisions based upon what it is that experience meant. That’s only human beings’ that do that.
Erika: It’s like oh, love, this is love, it feel’s like, to be nurtured or whatever.
Tom: Right. And they can’t show love in the absence of love.
Erika: Mm. Okay.
Tom: Okay. Let me put it this way. In the presence of someone hating them they can’t show love.
Erika: Right. Right. They react to that hate.
Tom: Exactly. Human beings are capable of stepping out of the present moment and we go like, ‘Okay, I choose to abide by this principle by which I live my life, which is love. And it doesn’t matter what is going on out here. That’s separate from me. So that’s the difference.
Tom: So that’s the potential that you have in there. And something is – you’re becoming aware of something. I don’t know why. In your right ovary. So it’s the male aggressive, the male assertive seeds of creative potential that we’re talking about.
Meeting someone who finds it rewarding to be with someone with assertive energy
Erika: That’s really funny.
Tom: Okay, tell me why.
Erika: Because I met someone that I had actually known for a while and they said that they’d seen me before several times, but they’d never wanted to approach me, because he had assumed that I was some type of like, trekkie girl. But he said he was able to set that aside to get to know me.
Tom: The human propensity.
Erika: Exactly! I met this guy, and he thought it was very rewarding, because it turned out better than he had imagined. But it was rewarding for him to be able to step outside of himself and say ‘I’m not going to judge her based on what I see, I want to get to know her.’ And so we were hanging out, we’ve been hanging out, but yesterday we hung out like all day, and it was different, because I’d never been on a one-to-one hangout like that, that was so long and that was a lot of conversation, a lot of conversation like really deep things, that very similar to what I had experienced with dreams and all that. We talked about he has the same kind of thing. So really different, just physically, and that’s why I was kind of nervous, because I get this attention being with someone – that’s awkward for me – I don’t want him to feel offended or anything, I don’t want to hurt his feelings, I can be myself and I’m like letting go that ego-based freakout, that’s constantly going in my head. But I started to get really nervous, because it’s very different than with other guys than normally – it’s like they go right into the physical stuff, and then that’s it. This is not like that. So this has me nervous.
Tom: So what that have to do with this?
Erika: I’m not sure. I think it has to do with –
Tom: Are you becoming the assertive one? There’s assertiveness within a relationship, and there’s usually one person is the assertive, versus the passive. So is he so passive that you’re going to need to become the assertive one?
Erika: Oh. Well, he’s not very passive, I think. He actually goes for it. Like he’s the one that – I’m more like – it’s like that dance, where I’m learning that it’s okay to let him be a man. And he even said it, because I was wanting to pay for something and I said, Is it because I’m woman? I’m frustrated because is it because I’m a woman that you won’t let me pay? He said, ‘No, but it’s because that I’m a man that I want to pay.’ <Tom laughs.> I said, ‘Oh, go pay! Because he insisted that it has nothing to do with that. It’s just that’s how I was programmed, when I was a kid, and that’s how I saw my father, and the way my mom and my dad did interact and so I let him –
Tom: So you recognized his programming.
Erika: Yes. And then he gave me an opportunity. And he allowed me to pay. So we spent the whole day together, though it’s almost like I’m hanging out with a friend, but I feel like there’s really a potential for more, which makes me nervous because it’s different than all the other times, which were just physical, and then the sexual thing, and then that’s it. And then I can walk away and I’m free – or I don’t want to say I’m free, but I can do my own thing and I don’t have to have anybody there. This is not like that. And I’m even going to tell my mom. I’m nervous, because this is not like that. He’s really pushing my comfort zone.
Tom: Okay. So again, I’m going to bring this back to what does that have to do with that (Tom points at the area of Erika’s right abdomen).
Erika: I don’t know. I do know right? <Tom’s laughter> I’m just scared.
Tom: Okay. What does it have to do with that?
Erika: You said it’s –
Tom: Maybe if you tell me what it has to do with that, you won’t be so scared.
Erika: I guess of following up, acting on my desires like you said. It’s a male aggressiveness.
Tom: Okay. So basically there’s an assertion, an assertive energy within you that is saying, ‘It’s – this sexual behavior is appropriate with this guy.’
Erika: agreeing: Mm-hm. Yes. Yes! But doesn’t that happen with other cases with other guys?
Tom: It could, yes.
Erika: Because it’s the opposite in the sense that that occurring with my other relationships first, we didn’t do anything else.
Tom: What’s that?
Erika: The sexual, physical stuff.
Tom: Yes, but you didn’t have this with anyone else.
Erika: Yes. I didn’t.
Tom: So basically what we’re talking about is your body is telling you something for the first time.
Erika: I know. Yes.
Tom: It’s telling you that … it’s wanting to be assertive when it comes to sexual interaction.
Erika: agrees: Mm-hm. I understand it.
Tom: <laughter>
It makes one nervous to have assertive energy – that can put you outside of society’s standard of a woman. This is attractive to a kingly man
Erika: I understand it. It makes me nervous because I can tell that he would be a long term person. And I’ve not done that.
Tom: How about making you nervous because you realize that this assertive energy in you will actually put you outside of the standard that the society wants from you as a woman?
Erika: Yes.
Tom: Okay, this is Goddess Energy.
Erika: Yes. That’s exactly what I thought about yesterday. Because that’s how I feel around them. I feel like I can be that Goddess Energy. And he’s okay with it. And he actually allows it, like he –
Tom: He probably wants it.
Erika: Yes!
Tom: Probably it’s very attractive to him. So here’s the thing. It sounds like a man who perceives himself to be a king who wants only a queen. Maybe he doesn’t want anybody else.
Erika: Right. And he even said something like that yesterday! Like he wanted something with substance, and then I was like, wow <laughter>. That’s the first time I’ve heard a guy say that to me. Like, ‘I want to be in a relationship because it has substance, not just because I’m attracted to you physically.’ And that was different, than a lot of other guys who don’t even bother to talk like that.
Tom: No, they’re not deep enough. They don’t have the depth.
Erika: Right. And he has a lot of depth.
Tom: Well, if he’s talking with you for hours at a time, it sounds like he understands the meaning of a relationship.
Self-Activation is a choice. That means that we activate ourselves in both directions of the scale of abundance; debt is self-punishment, prosperity is self-nurturing.
Tom: It’s really important, Self-Activated. It’s really important to realize that if you are becoming wealth (and I don’t mean money), if you are becoming wealth, Prosperity across the board, and you are becoming that, and start experiencing the opulence that that brings to you. And other people around you are watching this happen to you, and you’re leaving them behind, well, Self-Activation is the key.
Tom: I am Self-Activated. That means that everybody is Self-Activated. That means that they’re choosing to not be Self-Activated, it’s a matter of choice. And your choice is be Self-Activated. Well, they can be Self-Activated too, if they want to.
And the other thing is that I just realized that debt is a matter of self-punishment. Somehow or another if you’re in a state of debt, you’re being in a state of Self-Punishing. And I didn’t realize that until just now. Self-punishing is a state of debt.
Caller #2: Can we do that one then?
Tom: We just did it. But we can certainly do it again.
I am Prosperity.
Tom: We’re going to do that line again, now that we have new consciousness towards it, we’ll do that line again.
<Caller #2 repeats after Tom>
I release Haughty and Arrogant. / I am So-Cool, Embraced and Self-Assured.
I release Unappreciated, Taken for Granted and Rejected. / I am Appreciated and Understanding.
I release Self-Punishing and Despondent. I am Concerned and Reliable.
I release Impatient, Indolent and On-Hold. I am Self-Activated and In-Motion.
Tom: For those who it may appear we are leaving behind in the moment of our receiving wealth, keep in mind that they may need an example to lead them out of their debt consciousness. So, if you’re waiting for them, you know what? Then they’re waiting for you. Well, that’s not going to work. I think someone needs to have the courage to take the lead and just do it, just be it, and let other people follow as they choose when they’re ready to do that. We need to be Self-Activated and get into Motion, so that everyone who’s waiting for us to guide the way. Let them wait until their comfort zone is reached, and then they can follow. But if we all wait, then we’re all waiting on each other which isn’t going to work at all. So think about guiding, think about leading the way. Take up the machete and start hacking away at that undergrowth and let’s move out. Just think about that.
<Caller #2 repeats after Tom>
I release Battered and Sluggish / I am Inward Harmony and Serenity
I release Hurt and Embarrassed / I am Tuned-In and Fascinated
I release Betrayed and Conquered / I am Cooperative and Lucky
Tom: Yes, there’s nothing wrong with being lucky.
I release Condemned and Excluded / I am Glory and Brilliant.
Tom: A good string of luck is better than twenty years of hard labor!
Caller #2: Yes. You’re absolutely right.
Tom: I am opulent wealth and vitality.
<Caller #2 repeats after Tom>
Tom: I release Dull, Resisting and Disgusted / I am Beauty and Service
I release Wounded, Used, Abused, and Confused / I am Welcomed and Needed
I release Discouraged, and Unacceptable / I am Purposeful and Involved
I release Should-Be and Abandoned / I am being. I am able to be Adored and I am able to be Desired which means nothing about what I have to do for it. (It just is.)
Tom: I am opulent wealth and prosperity.
Tom: Okay, I think we’ve achieved the pinnacle
How do you feel, Caller #2, first of all?
Caller #2: Oh, I feel expanded. I feel great.
Tom: Yes. I think this is really good. This is amazing, this is fantastic.
A great call! Group responses
Caller #2: It’s going to be recorded? The people that didn’t come to the call, they’ll be able to do the recording, it’s just as effective?
Tom: Oh, yes, for sure. There’s no difference between the energetic of the call and the recording, it’s the same thing. I guess what I’m hoping for is that everybody actually takes the time to participate in it. I’m going to definitely put out on Facebook – I might even open this one up to beyond the scope of – everybody, because the world needs this. This is a great call. This is fantastic. Thank you for bringing that up, Caller #2. Thank you, Spirit, for organizing this, to have it happen this way, because this is really important, I think.
Caller #2: I think most of the people working at the Spirit level. In other words they’re the ones that are the least open to wealth and prosperity. So if enough people shift with us tonight and on the call when you post it, then it has a much bigger effect on the whole.
Tom: Oh yes, in the sense there is no competition, so basically if there’s more people who are embracing prosperity, then there’s going to be more prosperity for everybody. That’s the way it really works.
Tom: I’m going to open it up. We’ve got just a few minutes left. I’m going to open it up. I really want to hear from other people what your experience was. Please everybody put your hand up if you would like to share something about what your experience was, tonight. We would really like to hear from you. Okay, good.
Tom: Hi, Caller #3, thanks for sharing.
Caller #3: Hi! I am so amazed. I have been stuck on having once been slaughtered for being the model that was raised and groomed to be this special person and then be sacrificed. Ever since then I’ve not wanted to receive anything, and then all of a sudden that shifted, tonight.
Tom: Laughing, ‘Ooops!’
Caller #3: And one assignment I got from someone else was to go into an opulent place and get that discomfort and then deal with it. I could never do that. I couldn’t even look at a catalogue without being disgusted, and that’s kind of going and gone. I’m going to go over that part –
Tom: Well, I’m really glad you were here tonight. Really glad you’re here. So how do you feel now?
Caller #3: I’m on my way. I’m going to go over that part again, but the part about being sacrificed, and never wanting to receive anything ever again, because I’m going to be sacrificed again – that’s gone.
Tom: Oh, yay!
Caller #3: I mean, OMG!
Tom: Well, thank you for raising your hand, and sharing that with us.
Tom: Hi caller #4! Nice to hear from you again.
Caller #4: Hi Tom. That was absolutely fantastic. And it’s amazing how much stuff came up as we were processing. And to think – although you know, unworthy feelings and other kinds of feelings keep you from doing certain things, but you don’t really tie it into prosperity, and opulent wealth. It was just amazing. There were all kinds of different things and memories that came up.
Tom: Good! I’m glad. So how did –
Caller #4: Thank you so much. I’m sure this –
Tom: Oh. Thank you. I think you were probably going to thank Caller #2 for bringing it up.
Caller #4: That’s what I was going to do. Thank you for bringing that up.
Tom: Absolutely. And thank everybody for being here. You all participated on an energy level, and you all made it what it was. So, really seriously, thank you everybody for participating in this call. It was amazing. I think I am just going to put it on my WordPress blog, and I’m going to put it other places too, because this need to be shared. This was really one of those five star things that just doesn’t happen all the time. Thank you Caller #4. Did you have more to share?
Caller #4: No, you know what, I guess fear would be attached to that too. All of that. It’s just – I mean your whole being – premises based in fear is what allows lack, is attached to what you did with us today.
Tom: I agree. We need to let everybody know that they can let go of their fear.
Caller #4: Yes. And that is so kind of you to share it with everybody, putting it on everything.
Tom: Well, some things you can’t keep to yourself! Spirit just told me, ‘No, you’ve got to do this! You can’t just keep it to yourself. I mean, I’ll make a product out of it, at some point in time people will probably purchase it, but it’s got to go out there. That’s the first thing in my mind – it’s got to be shared. Then we’ll see what happens from then on, but –
Tom: Thank you everybody. It’s after six. This was amazing. I’m so glad that you’re all here. I’m going to open it all up so everyone can talk. If anyone has anything that they’d like to say, now’s a good time to do it, before we hang up. <pause> No? Okay. All right. Thank you all. I’m going to shut it down then. Caller #2, thank you so much for the interaction. You were great. It was wonderful.
Caller #2: Thank you.
Tom: It was like we were reading a script. <laughter> Seriously, it was amazing.
Tom: All right. Good night everybody.
Clearing resistance to being in the state of prosperity
Tom: Okay, now, the money starts coming in. Now the benefit starts coming in. Now you’re having peace, and joy, and love and spontaneous reality of every day. Okay. Now you’re having positive self-talk. You like yourself. You’re saying, ‘Wow, good job, Tom!’ That kind of thing, on a regular basis, because Wow, you just really appreciate what you’re doing. And if you’re feeling that way, you have true sense of appreciation for yourself and others.
Tom: Okay, that’s sticking. And your physical body is changing. That’s sticking. And the finances are coming in, starting to improve. Everything is moving up. The tide is moving in, and all of the boats in the harbor are rising.
Tom: Okay, those last three are having exactly the same response emotionally.
<Caller #2 repeats after Tom>
I release Void and Empty / I am Filled and Prosperity
I release Exposed and Uncovered /
Tom: Okay, now this is going to totally blow your Dad’s concept of this away.
/ I am Engaging and Playful
Tom: It’s not about hard work. It’s about playfulness.
Caller #2: And fun!
Tom: Yes!
<Caller #2 continues repeating after Tom>
I release Performing and Self-Observing / I am Satisfaction and Contentment
I release Stubborn and Prideful / I am Receiving and Thankful
Tom: So basically, emotional well-being, physical well-being and financial well-being is about receiving and being thankful. So are the other two, but basically that’s where we as a group are stuck, or have been stuck. (I don’t know that we are still, but we were.)
Releasing our concern for and relations to others who are still in a state of doing as we move into the state of being.
Caller #2: Is it possible that we are concerned about others in a way that we are in a state of being, and everyone else in a state of doing, and there is some emotional attachment to the people that are in a state of doing versus being?
Tom: Oh yes, absolutely.
Caller #2: So that could be part of the resistance that we feel, that ‘Hey, here we are, moving in this paradigm, and everybody else is stuck in the old paradigm.’ …
Tom: Right. What’s going to happen to our relationships, with all these other people?
Caller #2: Change and shift. Exactly. I think that’s what I’m feeling. I think that might be an area to look at.
Tom: Yes, absolutely.
<Caller #2 repeats after Tom>
I release Dull, Resisting and Disgusted / I am Beauty and Service
I release Wounded, Used, Abused, and Confused / I am Welcomed and Needed
I release Discouraged and Unacceptable / I am Purposeful and Involved
I release Should-Be and Abandoned / I am Being, I am able to be Adored and I am able to be Desired without having to do anything to earn it, or justify their fantasy towards me. I can just receive whatever they want to give me. Thank you.
Caller #2: Yes. There’s a shift there too.
The Concept of the State of Being, the new paradigm of opulence and unadulterated exuberant ebullience, and releasing the density around it
Tom: Now we’re moving fairly rapidly into this whole concept of the state of being. The state of being, everyone kind of can get, with the spiritual and psychological states of being. Yes, I can … ‘positive self-talk, all this—can be falling around, everything go bad, but I can still talk myself a good talk. I can still know that God is there in the sky, or wherever, but where we’re stuck here, is the 3rd dimensional reality of emotions, physical body, and with finances.
Tom: Then how do we shift our state of being and really own that those three areas are reflecting our state of being? Because that’s what it means. We need to own that there’s a state of being that actually feels like opulence. There’s a state of being that actually resonates with the energy of opulence. There’s a state of being that actually resonates with really, vitality, good health. There’s a state of being that resonates with pure and unadulterated, exuberant ebullience. And that’s what we want to embody. We want to become that state of being, and then we will embody it, and by embodying it, also what will happen is the finances will come to us. Our physical body will heal of all of this stuff. And we just let all of the contractile reality go, and expand into this new paradigm that we’re talking about.
Tom: Just think about that. And that brings up issues of
I am Violated. I want to shift it now. (Tom shifts the wording from I release to I am)
<Caller #2 repeats after Tom>
I am Violated, I am Raw, I am Ill-Will, I am Revengeful / I choose Wonderment, I choose Courage, I choose exuberantly Ebullient because I have the authority over my experience.
I am Dumb, I am Offended / and I choose Caring, and I choose Essential because I am the Authority over my experience.
I am Defeated, I am Ruined / but I choose Productive, and I choose Sincere, because I am the Authority over my experience.
I am Self-righteous, I am Displaced, I am Replaced / and I choose Owning, and I choose Belonging-To, because I am the Authority over my experience.
Tom: There’s an energy that’s associated with just this line that we’ve just did. We need to get rid of this as a group. So we’re going to use the last statement there, with the Imprinting on the ALL THAT IS meditation. We’re going to use that last aspect. I want you all to feel this energy boil out of your body. It’s in your auric field, ready to be gotten rid of, but it’s not leaving. I want you to grab it.
<Caller #2 repeats after Tom>
Tom: Please locate, identify and consolidate all that is other than Exuberant
Ebullience, Health, Well-Being and Vitality, and Opulent Wealth from within my physical and all my energy bodies. Now I eject this debris from within me, transporting and isolating all of it from me, outside of my Cocoon.
Tom: Lord of the Contractile Physical Universe, I’m sick of this contractile reality. I’m letting it go. I’m giving it to you. Here it is. It’s yours. Take it from me. Remove it all from within me, and now disburse it all out into the “ALL THAT IS” at its own level of buoyancy to the fulfillment of Divine Purpose as it is intended…
Thank you.
Tom: Now that feels better. Quite a density that we just got rid of, there.
Caller #2: Quite a lot. Yes.
Abundance is a scale. Prosperity means more is coming in than going out. Removing resistance to prosperity
Tom: We are prosperity. I want to make sure everybody understands this, before we go further. It’s my belief that in fact abundance is a scale. It’s not an absolute, it’s a scale. Since it’s a scale, like temperature is a scale, if you were to say to someone, ‘I have a temperature,’ they’d go, ‘Well, what temperature do you have?’ Or, ‘I want a temperature,’ ‘Well, what temperature do you want?’ Because temperature goes all the way from absolute zero out to whatever, hundreds of thousands of degrees Celsius, and I have no idea what it is you’re talking about. Well, if you’re asking for opulent wealth, and you say, ‘I want abundance,’ well maybe you’re not asking the right question, because what you’re asking for is a scale, and wherever you exist on that scale is what you get.
Tom: My way of perceiving this is that, ‘Let’s be more specific, and the specific reality is Prosperity, because Prosperity means that more is coming in than is going out. Prosperity requires a greater inflow into your being than is flowing out of you. And there’s nothing wrong with energy flowing out, as long as you’ve got more energy flowing in. So what we’re really asking for, is Prosperity. And I don’t know how many of you actually sense this, but in my experience, when I talk about prosperity, it’s like it’s a bad word. It’s like somehow or another, I don’t deserve it. Everyone’s talking about abundance, they’re okay with it. But as soon as I bring up Prosperity, there’s a heavy, negative lid that’s placed on it. So what I want, is for everybody try this, and Caller #3, you do it along with me.
I am Prosperity
Tom: And what that brings up is our good old friend haughty and arrogant. Which of course, is what everyone would accuse you of being. ‘How dare you become prosperity.’ Well I want Prosperity, so I’m going to become it.
<Caller #2 repeats after Tom>
I release Haughty and Arrogant. / I am So-Cool.
That’s worth repeating. I am So-Cool and so are all of you. We are So-Cool.
Caller #2: I am So-Cool. We are so cool. To be on this call, we are cool.
Tom: <laughs>
And we are all Embraced and Self-Assured.
I release Unappreciated (here’s where we’re getting into the nitty-gritty of it), Taken for Granted, and Rejected / I am the energy of Appreciation. I am Appreciated. And I am Understanding.
I release Self-Punishing, and Despondent. / I am Concerned and Reliable.
I release Impatient, Indolent and On-Hold. / I am Self-Activated and In-Motion.
Asking our Spiritual Council for discernment for that which will guide, and for support along the middle path to receiving Birth Right Life Potential
Tom: Right. So here’s what we’re going to do. We’re going to ask our Spiritual Council:
<Caller #2 repeats after Tom>
All members of my Spiritual Council, please … share with me your discernment for that which will guide me and support me along the middle path to achieving my full
Birth Right Life Potential.
Caller #2: Why the middle?
Tom: Because it’s the shortest route, and it’s based on the assumption (I think it’s a very valid assumption), that the Birth Right Life Potential is the fulfillment of your highest level of satisfaction.
Caller #2: I get it. I also just got a visual of what that is.
Tom: It’s the ego that wants to say, ‘Well, why the middle, because the middle means that now I’m restricted.’ No, it doesn’t. It doesn’t mean you’re restricted at all, it means that you’re willing to take the direct line straight towards happiness.
Caller #2: The visual that I received just immediately when I asked that same question, I got my answer from my spiritual guides.
Tom: Okay, what was it?
Caller #2: The thing is that both extremes of the polarity is not really where balance is. So one extreme of the polarity is all that says, you see the word bad. Or ‘not wanted.’ The icky stuff. And then other end of the spectrum is all little love and light. Everything is cool, nothing’s happening. Nothing really, in this physical world would happen if it’s all love and light, right?
Tom: Okay.
Caller #2: So the middle is the merger of the two, where the pendulum just stays steady. It doesn’t swing in one direction, and it doesn’t swing in the other. So that’s how it was explained to me. So the middle ground is actually the balance.
Tom: Right. And where you can actually embody the Spirit within the body experience.
Caller #2: Yes! And the stuff that comes, the stuff that shows up is not going to show up to a level of such a far extreme either.
Tom: Right, right.
Caller #2: … neither direction. It’s right in the center, where it’s actually the yin yang, the balance of the two.
Tom: Right. And also, the interaction, the playing out of the two to create it.
Caller #2: Exactly. But that’s how I got the – I mean pshoo! It was like a download of the visual.
Tom: Perfect.
Caller #2: I asked the question and I got the answer right away!
Tom: Yes, perfect. Thank you for sharing that.
Clearing how we feel about the middle state of being, as we move more into the prosperity state of being
Tom: How this make us feel emotionally though, it is quite unusual.
<Caller #2 repeats after Tom>
I release Unacceptable, Loveless and Unlovable / I am At-Peace and Calm
I release Overwrought and Fuming / I am Answerable and Prepared
I release Bitter and Disappointed / I am Bold and Protected
I release Fed-Up-With and Skeptical / I am Clear-Channel and Clarity
Tom: So we’re moving, again, more into the state of being, as being the prosperity state of being, where whatever it is, that is going to happen; whatever it is that you’re going to do is actually an out-pouring, an out-flowing, motivated by the state of being rather than chasing a state of being by doing something. So it’s the state of being that outpours the actual activity.
Tom: That makes some people feel very uncomfortable.
<Caller #2 repeats after Tom>
I release Violated, Raw, Ill-Will –
Tom: I just want to say Raw. Some people have a difficult time with the word raw. In this sense it’s like raw hamburger, like someone’s taken sandpaper to your skin and rubbed it raw. So I release Raw.
Caller #2: I’ve been raw. So I release Raw
Tom: <laughing> Okay. Good! Ill-Will.
<Caller #2 continues repeating after Tom>
I release (Violated, Raw, Ill-Will) and Revengeful / I am Wonderment, Courage and Exuberantly Ebullient
I release Dumb and Offended / I am Caring and Essential
I release Defeated and Ruined / I am Productive and Sincere
I release Self-righteous, Displaced and Replaced / I am Owning and Belonging-To
Tom: So again, we’re still just barely getting out into the state of being concept. ‘I am open to receive. I’ve asked for Divine Presence, my spiritual guides, to provide me with their discernment as to what’s going to guide me down the center path, the path of balance, the path of interaction, that’s going to lead me directly to the fulfillment of my Divine Birth Right Life Potential.
Tom: Okay. Now, that gets no stuck energy associated with it.
Moving solidly into a state of being, one of receptivity
Tom: Okay, now the next stage is, we’re out of neutral, and we’re moving solidly into a state of being. The state of being is one of receptivity. ‘I’m open to receive.’ Just say that.
Caller #2: I’m open to receive.
Tom: That scared the bejesus out of people, because you don’t know what you’re going to receive.
Caller #2: Oh yes! Now you scared me. I didn’t think of that. <laughter>
Tom: <laughing> Well, I felt it.
<Caller #2 repeats after Tom>
I release Unimportant and Melancholy / I am Completed and Unified
I release Seething and Fiery / I am Refreshed and Encouraging
I release Threatened and Overlooked / I am Considered and Brave
I release Incomplete, Needy and Deceptive / I am Accomplished and Sharing
Tom: Again, the first step in this new paradigm is being, is existing in a state of receptivity, being wide-open to receive.
<Caller #2 repeats after Tom>
I release Dull, Resisting and Disgusted / I am Beauty and Service
I release Wounded, Used, Abused and Confused / I am Welcomed and Needed
I release Discouraged and Unacceptable / I am Purposeful and Involved
I release Should-Be and Abandoned / I am Being, I am able to be adored, and I am able to be desired
Tom: That shifted something big time.
Caller #2: Yes, I just felt that shift. Big time. Wow. It’s just like energy went Pshewwww!
Tom: Because now you don’t have to do anything about it when you’re adored and desired.
Caller #2: Yes.
Tom: Big difference
Caller #2: Big difference.
Tom: Man, it’s given me the shivers all over the place here. Whoa.
Caller #2: That’s good. We’re shifting the group, by the way, because I feel –
Tom: Absolutely. Oh yes. Absolutely.
Caller #2: This stuff is not just mine. Maybe some of it is mine, but not all of it.
Tom: I include myself in this too. I actually did a process earlier this morning that was involved in something to do with this, which would take us totally off in a different direction, but yes, I’m having one of those shifting days, today. And it’s involved in this same scenario.
Exploring the concept of receptivity a little more—learning without pain
Tom: Here we are now, we’re moving into this whole concept of receptivity. We need to explore that just a little bit more, because you don’t want to receive something that is going to hurt you. I know that it says, ‘All that happens is good,’ and a blessing for those who love God. Somewhere in the Bible there is a paraphrase for that. I agree with it. I totally agree there’s absolutely nothing that happened in my life that was not a blessing, even though some of it was really sucky. We’re not interested in having sucky blessings anymore. We want to have the silver lining of all of it. That’s what we want, that’s where we’re moving towards. And I believe that that’s actually where we’re all going, is we’re actually letting go of this ‘I have to learn out of pain.’ I think there’s absolutely no reason why we have to continue to learn out of painful lessons. There’s no reason why we can’t have good, positive experiences and learn just as much on just as deep a level, no reason at all.
Discernment: selectively being open to receiving things that fulfill me
Tom: But the thing is, is what we need is discernment, then. Because we want to be offered things, and we want to be open to receiving things, but we don’t necessarily have to say Yes to everything we’re offered. There’s a difference to be open to receive, and taking what it is that’s being offered and saying, ‘No. Don’t want that.’ There’s nothing wrong with being open to receiving, as long as you use your discernment that determines whether or not you actually take it. ‘I’m open to receive, but you know what? I reserve the right to determine whether or not it’s for me, whether or not it’s going down the path that I want, whether or not it’s truly going to take me into the fulfillment of my Divine Birth Right Life Potential. And there’s nothing wrong with being selective, because you have a wealth of things that are going to be offered to you, once you start down that path of your Divine Birth Right Life. Does that make sense?
Caller #2: Oh yes. I think that takes the fear from being open to receive, and then all of a sudden all this bombardment of things coming in your direction. I think you’re right.
